INDIRA GANDHI – 25 YEARS AFTER THE ASSASINATION OF THE SPIRIT OF AN INDIAN :
25 years ago, on October 31, 1984, Srimati. Indira Gandhi was brutally assasinated by her own bodyguards. The Nation has recently mourned her death again. A year before her assasination, on September 18, 1983, Srimati. Indira Gandhi was unaware of the fact that a tiny flame got extinguished; a spirit got crushed at the Ministry of Defence Headquarters, South Block, the Secretariat Building in New Delhi. The Prime Minister’s office is also located in the same building. I would like to share that story. The story begins and ends during the years Srimati. Indira Gandhi was the Prime Minister of India.

THE NATIONAL SPIRIT - A TINY FLAME GOT EXTINGUISHED. This Flame represents the 'National Spirit' of a Junior Officer who was serving in the Indian Army Medical Corps.This Flame got extinguished not because of Enemy Action.
I would like to share that story about a young Medical Officer who had joined the Army Medical Corps with a spirit to serve the Nation. The top bureaucrat of the Army Medical Corps chose to use his power and position to kill the spirit of this Junior Officer in broad daylight. The top bureaucrats in 1983 were not able to grasp any ethical considerations. A sense of objectivity got lost and only the sense of self-preservation characterized the actions of top ranking officials.
THE SPIRIT OF INDIAN NATIONALISM :

I grew up in the post-independence era of a newly born Nation and was inspired by the Father of the Nation.
On November 14, 1958, I was a student at Danavaipeta Municipal High School, Rajahmundry when we first celebrated the Children’s Day. The School had received a brand new Public Announcement System and I gave a very inspired and eloquent speech during the School Assembly and had expressed my love and a sense of attachment to Prime Minister Nehru.
During 1962, in the wake of massive brutal attack by Communist China across the Himalayan frontier, I had developed a desire to serve in Indian Army which had experienced a very humiliating defeat. I was a student at Government Giriraj Arts College, Nizamabad. From 1962 to 1965, I had participated in the National Cadet Corps training, but I was not sure as to how to get into Army Service.

On January 24, 1966, Indira Gandhi became the First Woman Prime Minister of India heralding the Dawn of a New Era in India's national life.
I was a second year M.B.B.S. student at Kurnool Medical College, Kurnool when Srimati. Indira Gandhi was chosen as the third Prime Minister of India. She had symbolized the spirit of Indian Nationalism. She had transcended the limitations imposed by region or religion. I was instantly attracted by the charisma of her personality which portrayed my vision of National Unity.

The Charisma of Indira Gandhi - She had portrayed my vision of National Unity.Image by Bettmann/CORBIS
I sent her a letter in my own hand writing expressing my sense of pleasure for her appointment as the Prime Minister. She had graciously sent me a reply. In the year 1967, I met her at her official residence in New Delhi along with a batch of Student Delegates attending a National Student Seminar on National Integration.
National Integration represents the idea of people of all regions and religions coming together, to work together, and to particiapte in National Affairs as equals. During 1969, a team of Army Medical Corps Officers had arrived at Kurnool Medical College, Kurnool to conduct interviews for selection of Final Year M.B.B.S. students for the grant of Short Service Regular Commission. Myself, and another student by name Ahmad Vali Jan got selected in the interview but he opted out. I was granted the rank of Second Lieutenant. I made this deliberate choice to join the Indian Army Medical Corps to serve the Nation and to participate in National Affairs to the fullest extent that could be possible.
On 26 July 1970, I had reported for duty at Officers Training School, Army Medical Corps Centre & School in Lucknow. I had completed my training in Ambala Cantonment during 1971 and was fully prepared for my role as a Medical Officer to provide medical care and support to our troops. Indeed, the opportunity to serve the Nation came to be true to my desire and my expectations.

The Prime Minister whom I knew. The first posting of my Indian Army Career took me to the Prime Minister's Cabinet Secretariat.
During 1971, I had joined the Special Frontier Force on deputation from Indian Army. I was sent to work at Headquarters Establishment No.22 and as my service was supervised by the Prime Minister’s Cabinet Secretariat, I got an opportunity to know and to implement Indira Gandhi’s decisions in furtherance of her Foreign Policy initiatives. During the conduct of Indo-Pak War of 1971, Prime Minister Indira Gandhi had approved the military operations in the Chittagong Hill Tracts which initiated the Liberation of Bangladesh from Pakistani military dictatorship.

MS-8466 CAPTAIN R.R. NARASIMHAM,AMC/SSC. During the 1971 War, at a critical juncture, as the Unit waited for Prime Minister Indira Gandhi's decision, this Medical Officer acted with decisive Courage inside the enemy territory and had accomplished his military Mission.
THE SWEETEST MOMENT OF MY MILITARY SERVICE :

The Sweetest Moment of my Military Career - I had experienced a very Sweet moment called "MADHURYA" when I had medically evacuated my battle wounded casualties from the helipad at BONAPANSURIA, a Border Security Force Post in Mizo Hills after capturing the first enemy position during the 1971 War.
The Medical Directorate at the Indian Army Headquarters had failed to process the citation that was forwarded to them by my Unit which took part in the Chittagong Hill Tracts military operation. I was recommended the Gallantry Award of ‘VIR CHAKRA’ and I was the only Officer in my Unit who had not received the Award for which the Unit had submitted a citation. However, I had enhanced the prestige of Army Medical Corps and for the first time in the history of the Army Medical Corps; I had performed the duties of a Medical officer, a Nursing Assistant, and an Ambulance Assistant while medically evacuating critically wounded soldiers; marching in a remote, roadless, forest terrain for over forty miles and I had maintained the patients in a stable condition throughout the difficult land journey. I was overjoyed by this uplifting experience. My patients had survived their battle injuries.
THE PROUDEST MOMENT OF MY MILITARY CAREER :

Visiting the War Memorial in Walong, Arunachal Pradesh(North East Frontier Agency) was the Proudest Moment of my Military Career.
“The Sentinel Hills that round us stand
Bear witness that we loved our Land;
Amidst shattered rocks and flaming Pine,
We fought and died on Namti Plain.
O’ Lohit gently by us glide,
Pale stars above us softly shine,
As we sleep here in Sun and rain.”
During 1962, Indian Army had resisted the Chinese aggression and the men gave their lives defending Walong. During 1972, I had the good fortune to visit the War Memorial and had filled up my heart with a sense of pride. There is Dignity and Honour in fighting for the Nation and in resisting the enemy.
INDIA ENTERS THE NUCLEAR ERA :

During 1974, Prime Minister Indira Gandhi made the bold decision to test a nuclear device at Pokhran, Rajasthan.
I fully support India’s decision to test a nuclear device and defend our National interests, and our territorial integrity. During 1979, while taking part in a military exercise, I had the wonderful opportunity to visit the test site at Pokhran in Rajasthan State.
I WAS BACK STABBED AT ARMED FORCES MEDICAL COLLEGE , PUNE :

I had attended 'The Advanced Training in Paediatrics Course at Armed Forces Medical College, Pune from December 1975 to April 1976.
Major General B.D.P. Rao was the Commandant at Armed Forces Medical College, Pune while I had attended the ‘Advanced Training in Paediatrics Course from December 1975 to April 1976. He had literally back stabbed me by falsifying my performance sheet and had lied about the results of my performance in the Screening Examination. Group Captain Krishnamurthy, the Additional Professor of Medicine who acted as the Chief Examiner for the Screening Examination had personally expressed his sense of utter remorse and he was shocked beyond belief that I was not allowed to continue my ‘Advanced Training in Paediatrics’. I was most unceremoniously got kicked out of Armed Forces Medical College and was posted out. Group Captain Krishnamurthy was not only satisfied with my performance, but also he had actually communicated the results of my performance to my uncle( Dr. Rebbapragada. Anjaneyulu, M.D. Professor of Gynaecology & Obstetrics) who was then serving as the Dean, Faculty of Medicine at B.J. Medical College, Pune. In my physical presence, my uncle had called Major General B.D.P. Rao and had questioned him about his decision to disqualify me from the Advanced Training Course. I was hurt, but I did not demand a Court of Inquiry to prove the guilt of Major General B.D.P. Rao who also belonged to my South Indian Brahmin community. I have very specific reasons to call him a ‘BACK STABBER’ and his daughter( Captain Uma Ramachandran) had also attended the same Advanced Training Course in Paediatrics and she was present when Group Captain Krishnamurthy had openly announced to the entire batch and had claimed that I had scored the highest marks in the Written portion of the Screening Examination.Before this Screening Examination, while serving at the Military Hospital Wing of Headquarters Establishement no.22, I had performed the duties of the Medical Specialist, and also of the Surgical Specialist when these Specialist Officers had availed their two months annual leave. When these Specialists proceed on casual leave, I used to provide cover at their respective departments. The Units where I had served had immensely valued my professional service and the appreciation was duly recorded in my Annual Confidential Reports. Prior to the Screening Examination, the Department of Medicine conducted an interim test and I stood first in the entire batch getting trained by the Department of Medicine. All this Record of Service and performance did not help me to demonstrate a simple fact that I deserve a chance like all other trainees to complete my Advanced Training. General B.D.P.Rao had never believed in serving the Nation and was a mere career opportunist who got promoted to the rank of Lieutenant General and left Armed Forces Medical College, Pune and gave me an opportunity to establish and to prove my academic merit.
THE AWARD OF THE DIRECTOR GENERAL OF ARMED FORCES MEDICAL SERVICES SILVER MEDAL IN 1976 :

I had attended the Medical Officers Junior Command Course No. 67/76 at Armed Forces Medical College, Pune from June to September 1976.
I was posted to First Armoured Division after my disqualification in ‘The Advanced Training in Paediatrics’ Course in April 1976. In June 1976, I again went back to Armed Forces Medical College, Pune to attend the Medical Officers Junior Command Course( MOJC 67/76). Major General Daryao Singh was the Commandant at AFMC, Pune. He had awarded me Grade ‘A’ for my performance in this Course. Later, Lieutenant General R.S. Hoon, the Director General of Armed Forces Medical Services had invited me to come to Pune and receive the DGAFMS Silver Medal. I had attended the Awards Function held at AFMC, Pune along with my wife and daughter and had received this Silver Medal. My name as a recipient of the DGAFMS Medal in 1976 is displayed both at AFMC, Pune and at AMC Centre and School in Lucknow.
THE POLITICAL ECLIPSE AND THE TRIUMPHANT RETURN :
During my military service, Srimati. Indira Gandhi had lost her political power for a period of three years from 1977 to 1980. I had served in First Armoured Division under the command of Major General K S Sundarji and have known his personal qualities as a military Commander.

The ambition for promotions and the career oppotunism of this Military Commander has played a role in the sad killing of Srimati. Indira Gandhi. She made a mistake in choosing him for execution of 'Operation Blue Star'.
I was posted to Army Ordnance Corps Centre, Secunderabad at the end of my tenure at First Armoured Division. I had witnessed the tragic loss of Mrs. Padma Sundarji and had commented about it at a different blog post. While I was posted at First Armoured Division, I had again tried to attend ‘The Advanced Training in Paediatrics Course’. Lieutenant General B.D.P. Rao, a fellow South Indian Brahmin had continued to delight himself by denying me an opportunity to improve my professional qualification. I had filed a ‘Non-Statutory’ Complaint and it was rejected by his office. I did not bring this problem to the attention of the Defence Minister and had silently endured this insulting and prejudicial conduct.
TELUGU PEOPLE VALUE SELF-RESPECT AND DIGNITY :
I am not one of those Fan Club members. Nandamuri Taraka Rama Rao was an advocate of the Cultural Identity of Telugu people and he had demanded the restoration of Self-Respect for Telugu people. I was amongst those people who had voted in favour of Telugu Desam Party which he had created. My single vote did not put N.T.R. into the seat of power. My vote had only symbolized a desire to take part in National Affairs while upholding the principle of Self-Respect and Personal Dignity. I was acutely aware of my own ill-treatment and I was deeply offended by the behaviour of the top bureaucrat of Army Medical Corps. My applications for Study Leave were getting rejected without any reason.
A FLAME THAT GOT EXTINGUISHED AT SOUTH BLOCK, THE SECRETARIAT BUILDING, NEW DELHI :

My first application dated January 17, 1983 to relinquish my Permanent Commission got rejected. While I was in New Delhi waiting to meet the Defence Minister, Lieutenant General Banerjee, the Director of Medical Services contacted me and had asked me to submit an additional application. Fortunately, the Commandant of Army Ordnance Corps Centre, Secunderabad was also camping in New Delhi to attend a meeting at this Secretariat Building.On September 17, 1983, on the front foot steps of this South Block Building facing Rajpath, the Commandant of Army Ordnance Corps Centre had signed my application to relinquish my Permanent Commission in Army Medical Corps. This application dated September 17, 1983 was directly submitted to the Director of Medical Services and was not processed through the normal Staff Channels. Next day on September 18, 1983, I had a personal interview with the Union Minister of State for Defence.
On January 17, 1983, while serving as the Senior Regimental Medical Officer at Army Ordnance Corps Centre, Secunderabad, I had applied to Brigadier A M Bhattacharya, the Commandant of AOC Centre and sought his permission to relinquish my Permanent Commission in Army Medical Corps. At that time, Lieutenant General V.V.S. Pratap Rao was the Director General of the Armed Forces Medical Services. General Rao had visited Military Hospital, Secunderabad during the AMC Day Celebration and had openly assured all the AMC Officers that he would support all Officers who would seek to relinquish their Commission. He did not view the job of AMC Officers in terms of a patriotic duty. I was personally frustrated as he would not allow me to improve my professional qualification and made me ineligible to seek any future Specialist Appointment in AMC. On the basis of his public assurance and his attitude about rendering Service to the Nation, I had decided to quit this hopeless struggle of serving without any Self-Respect or Dignity. Meantime, AOC Centre had also received a transfer order that had posted me to serve at a Unit located in Mizoram. People at the AOC Centre who had known my Record of Service had immediately recognized that the posting order was issued to specifically undermine my ability to seek advancement in the military career and to deny the opportunity to give me substantial Service Experience. At its face value, the posting order intended to insult me as a person showing no concern for my length of service and experience. The Commandant, AOC Centre, Secunderabad had refused to serve me that unfair and unjust posting order and he did not ask me to move to the new station. AOC Centre, Secunderabad had simply refused to issue a ‘Movement Order’ and did not relieve me from my duties and responsibilities as the Senior Regimental Medical Officer. The Centre Commandant had very firmly insisted that the Medical Directorate must first decide on my application to leave army service.

In Mizo Hills, I had experienced the 'Sweetest Moment' of my Army Career. In 1983, I had applied to seek permission to relinquish my Permanent Regular Commission because of General V.V.S. Pratap Rao's insistence that I should be posted to a Unit located in Mizoram. I had no fears about serving in Mizo Hills. During the final months of his service as the Director General of Armed Forces Medical Services, General Rao had simply desired to delight himself by kicking me around. I had joined Armed Forces to render my Service to the Nation and was not willing to be humiliated. His decision had effectively extinguished the "FLAME" and General Rao had retired from Service after digging my grave and crushing my Spirit to serve.
SERVICE WITH PRIDE AND HONOUR :

Shri.Rebbapragada Ramananda Rao. He had served as an Officer in the British Royal Navy and had Commanded British Naval Vessels during the Second World War and had taken part in Allied Forces Naval Operations in the Indian Ocean particularly attacking German submarines and escorting mercantile vessels from the Port of Aden to Bombay. He had believed in Service with Pride, Dignity, and Honour. He had helped me to resist the undignified behaviour displayed by General V.V.S. Pratap Rao, the Director General of Armed Forces Medical Services during the year 1983. He had written letters and spoke to the Union Cabinet Ministers and to the Member of Parliament to support my application to relinquish my Permanent Commission in the Army Medical Corps.
General V.V.S.Pratap Rao had refused to give me permission to relinquish my Permanent Commission and had started demanding that AOC Centre must implement the posting order that was issued to me. I had decided to bring this issue to the attention of the Union Minister of State for Defence. Before I could get a chance to seek a formal interview with the Defence Minister, General Rao submitted my application to the Defence Minister and had recommended to him to reject my request. My request to leave Army Service got rejected and AOC Centre was again asked to implement my posting order. In an effort to uphold my personal dignity, and with help and support of my uncle( Shri. Rebbapragada. Ramanand Rao, Industrial Consultant ), I had contacted Shri. Kotla Vijaya Bhaskar Reddy who was then the Union Cabinet Minister for Shipping and Transport, Shri. Pendekanti Venkata Subbaiah who was then the Union Minister of State for Home & Parliamentary Affairs, and Shri. R. Prabhu who is the Member of Parliament( 7th Lok Sabha Member during 1983). All of them had strongly supported my view that I should demand to uphold my Self-Respect and personal dignity and had asked me to oppose the illegal harassment that I was facing. Shri. Pendekanti Venkata Subbaiah had also personally demanded General V.V.S. Pratap Rao to cancel the posting order that was issued. General Rao had asked Lieutenant General Banerjee who was the Director of Medical Services during 1983 to cancel the posting order issued to me and at the same time he insisted that I should be reposted to the same Station in Mizoram but in a different capacity. The Director of Medical Services was not allowed to deal with my situation in any other manner. I was then posted to the Border Roads Organisation Task Force located in Mizoram. Army Ordnance Corps Centre, Secunderabad had again refused to issue a ‘Movement Order’ in compliance with this new posting order. The Director of Medical Services had openly expressed his remorse about this interference in his duties and responsibilities and had communicated his feelings to Brigadier A M Bhattacharya. Then, I had decided to travel to New Delhi and speak directly to the Defence Minister about my application that I had signed on January 17, 1983. Shri. Kamakhya Prasad Singh Deo was the Union Minister of State for Defence. Shri. Singh Deo’s younger brother was serving as the Adjutant at 125 Infantry Battalion( Territorial Army) located at Trimulgherry, Secunderabad. This Territorial Army Unit was attached to the Medical Inspection Room of Army Ordnance Corps Centre, Secunderabad. As the Medical Officer of this Territorial Army Unit I had provided them medical support and Lieutenant Colonel Ranjit S Grewal, the Commanding Officer of the Unit was very pleased with my services. Shri. Singh Deo’s younger brother had helped me to plan my visit to New Delhi.

Shri.Kotla Vijaya Bhaskara Reddy, the Union Cabinet Minister for Shipping and Transport had arranged for my personal interview with the Union Minister of State for Defence on September 18, 1983.

Shri.Pendekanti Venkata Subbaiah, the Union Minister of State for Home and Parliamentary Affairs had arranged for my personal interview with the Union Minister of State for Defence on September 18, 1983.

Shri.PRABHU, R, the Member of 7th Lok Sabha spoke to Shri. K P Singh Deo, the Union Minister of State for Defence in support of my application to relinquish Permanent Commission.
THE ASSASINATION OF THE ‘SPIRIT’ OF AN INDIAN ARMY MEDICAL CORPS OFFICER :

Shri. Kamakhya Prasad Singh Deo, the Union Minister of State for Defence granted me a personal interview and I had met him in his Office at Ministry of Defence, New Delhi on September 18. 1983.
My personal interview with Shri. K P Singh Deo was very frank and I had made my case very clear. He did not suggest to me that I should continue to serve in the Army with a sense of patriotism. He did not speak about any National Spirit or Nationalism. He did not say a word to justify the actions of General V.V.S. Pratap Rao. Prior to this interview on September 18, 1983, Shri Singh Deo had specifically directed General V.V.S Pratap Rao to change the rules that had made me ineligible to seek Study Leave, and to seek Specialist Appointments. General Rao did not act upon the ruling in spite of very clear and specific instructions given by the Minister. General Rao had kept that ruling as a secret and did not communicate the orders issued by the Defence Minister to the Director of Medical Services. At the time of my personal interview, the Defence Minister was not aware of the fact that General Rao had deliberately concealed information that pertains to my application. General Rao had apparently desired to keep both of us in darkness at the time of this interview. I went to the interview with the assumption that the Defence Minister had failed to act upon my application. Shri. Singh Deo met me under the assumption that he had already taken action to resolve my concerns about Study Leave and Specialist Appointments and my professional growth in the Army Medical Corps. The Defence Minister had believed that I have other personal reasons for relinquishing the Commission. I did not state any personal reasons in my first application but I had illustrated some of them in my second application dated September 17, 1983 and I had emphasized the fact that I want to serve with a sense of Pride and Honour and uphold the principles of Service Discipline. I had joined Army Medical Corps as a Final Year M.B.B.S. student with a spirit to serve the Nation and to participate in National Affairs with a sense of Pride and Self-Respect. It was not my intention to support myself or my family without upholding my dignity to wear Uniform and serve with a sense of Honour. The Minister had accepted my request and I was granted the permission to relinquish my Permanent Commission and I was relieved of my duties on January 10, 1984 and I had lost no time and left Secunderabad immediately and had departed from India. General V.V.S.Pratap Rao could not move me to Mizo Hills and I had served at AOC Centre, Secunderabad until the morning of January 10, 1984. All of my statements could be verified from documents that are archived at Medical PersonnelRecords Section(Officers), Hq Ministry of Defence, New Delhi.
THE ASSASINATION OF THE PRIME MINISTER :

I had received the tragic story of assasination of the Prime Minister while I was working in the Land Forces of Sultanate of Oman.
Srimati. Indira Gandhi had unfortunately trusted her top bureaucrats. I had known the personal qualities of Lieutenant General T S Oberoi who was serving as the General Officer Commanding- in – Chief at Headquarters Southern Command, Pune during 1983. General Oberoi had also served as the Inspector General of Special Frontier Force after sucessfully Commanding the troops during the Indo-Pak War of 1971 in the Chittagong Hill Tracts. The Operation Blue Star had involved the participation of Commandos of the Special Frontier Force. General T S Oberoi had deeply cared for his men under his Command. He would have executed that kind of difficult military mission with due care and concern for his men and also the civilians.

Lieutenant General T S Oberoi, the Southern Army Commander during 1983, the former Inspector General of Special Frontier Force is seen in this photo wearing a helmet. The photo was taken during 1982 while he had visited A S C Centre, Bangalore. He would have executed Operation Blue Star with due care and concern to save the lives of his men and also the civilians.
THE FLAME GOT EXTINGUISHED – THE HEART HAS GIVEN PLACE TO LORD RAMA :

After departing from India in 1984, my heart is now filled with the image of Lord Rama to guide me in my life's journey.
After leaving India in 1984, I could not get a chance to revisit the country. Now, I continue my life’s journey with a new spirit guided by the image of Lord Rama.



















































































